You know I always like to share with you guys everything that speaks to me and today I was reading my favorite website http://tinybuddha.com/ and I read an article that really helped me learn so many things. Its all about moving on, counting your blessings and being appreciative of all the people you have met along the way. To read more, go to If It’s Hard to Say Goodbye, Your Life’s Been Truly Blessed.
Here is a text of the article;
“You can’t start the next chapter of your life if you keep re-reading the last one.” ~Unknown
On the evening of my high school graduation it hit me—the familiar
faces and places I’d grown so accustomed to over the last twelve years
would soon be changing.
The anxiety of that reality had started to creep into my psyche weeks
ago, when I was being fitted for my cap and gown. Standing there
looking in the mirror, I remember thinking to myself, “How did I get
here?”
Somehow I had gone from a seven-year-old schoolboy to an
eighteen-year-old teenager, and I wasn’t quite sure where my youth had
gone.
Sitting at the ceremony, one thought continued to occupy my mind.
I knew at the conclusion of our graduation party early the next morning, I would be closing a chapter in my life—one filled with exploration, development, struggles, and growth.
For so many of my fellow classmates, we had been together since
kindergarten. We journeyed together, watching each other grow through
the innocence of childhood, to the prejudices that develop as young
adults.
We went from adorable five year olds without a care in the world, to
the awkwardness of puberty and the struggles to live up to societal
stereotypes.
In a way they were like family—comfortable like an old sweater;
grounding me when I needed a reminder that I belonged to something
greater than myself.
It was a bittersweet moment in my life.
While I understood that life didn’t end after graduation, and opportunities were certainly before me, it also meant leaving the safety and security I’d come to rely on over the last twelve years.
As I tossed my cap high into the air I realized it would soon be time to say goodbye.
When my aunt called me that summer morning, I wasn’t completely surprised by the news that my grandmother had passed away.
My wife and I had just visited her the night before, and each of us
felt as though her silent stares were her way of telling us goodbye.
My relationship with her was invaluable—a profound part of my
existence from a rambunctious child to a young married adult. She was a
constant source of joy, love, and support, one I came not only to rely
on, but also cherish.
A few years prior, she gave me a photo album she began compiling on
the day I was born. A photo album dedicated to my life, featuring
photographs, recital programs, and other mementos she religiously
collected and safely stored behind a clear sheet of plastic film.
Flipping through the pages after her passing, I felt as though a part of my heart had died along with her.
I never questioned her love for me; it was incredibly evident each
and every time I was in her presence. And while that was a comforting
reminder, the loss was intense.
Throughout the memorial service, I was surprised by my complete
composure on what was an incredibly sad occasion. But as the church
organ began to play and they wheeled her coffin down the center aisle,
tears began flowing uncontrollably.
It was a bittersweet moment in my life.
While I knew deep down she was tired of being a prisoner to
her physical ailments, accepting that I would never see her again in
this earthly life was difficult to acknowledge.
As I wiped the tears from my eyes and headed to the cemetery, I realized it would soon be time to say goodbye.
With the last box loaded on to the moving truck, our house appeared just as it did when we first moved in—empty.
As we meandered from one room to the next greeted by the sound of a
faint echo, my wife and I tried our best to hold back the tears to no
avail.
We remembered how we first felt as young homeowners.
There was an air of excitement and a feeling of accomplishment swirling around the empty rooms of our new home.
It was there we would host family and friends on cherished holidays
or for simple Sunday dinners; where we’d tackle DIY projects together,
going from frustrating to entertaining by its completion; where our
bodies would grow twelve years older, and our hearts infinitely stronger
still.
It had become a place of solace from the harsh world outside our
front door. Filled with warmth and overflowing with unforgettable
memories, which now seemed to replay in our minds like a documentary
chronicling our time there.
It was a bittersweet moment in my life.
While moving our lives across the country provided us with new opportunities both personally and professionally, it also meant leaving a house that had become our home for over a decade.
As the two of us made our way down the stairs of our side hall
colonial for the very last time, I realized it would soon be time to say
goodbye.
I think we all can agree that saying goodbye is never easy.
And while the word “goodbye” has garnered a rather negative emotional
connotation in society, there is another way, a more positive way, to
perceive it.
Author A.A. Milne, who is perhaps best known for his books about a teddy bear named Winnie-the-Pooh, once wrote:
“How lucky I am to have something that makes saying goodbye so hard.”
While saying goodbye does mean accepting that a part of our
life is now over, it also provides us with a chance to realize just how
blessed our lives have been.
To look back and reflect on the journeys we’ve shared with some
wonderful people, while being exposed to amazing and invaluable
experiences we often take for granted.
Regardless of how long someone has been a part of our lives, whether
it’s five minutes, five years, or five decades, their impact will always
remain with us—even after we utter that simple, yet hard to say,
two-syllable word.
My stories above are but a small snapshot of the many times during my
personal journey when I’ve struggled to utter the word “goodbye.”
Regardless of the circumstances, saying goodbye means change, and change
rarely comes along with immediate acceptance.
The finality associated with saying goodbye is challenging. Yet it’s
an empowering word, enabling us to achieve closure and ultimately move
on with our lives.
The quote below, from Walt Disney, has continually provided me
comfort on days when I’m feeling sad and lonely and need a little
reminder of the blessings I’ve been bestowed, which no one can ever take
away.
“Goodbye may seem forever. Farewell is like the end, but in my heart is the memory and there you will always be.”
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